Weakman

As i enter the room of my next trial, everything suddenly becomes blurry.. "what's happening?" i think to myself.. as everything starts to fade, im hearing weird noises .. oh wait, those are voices .. people shouting.. but i cant understand what they are shouting ...

then suddenly, "Hey! wake up!" a nudge from my friend Raz wakes me up, it seems i fell asleep again, but that's nothing new, i really like to sleep and i find ways to sleep wherever i go as i open my eyes, i see Raz seated beside me , with a grin on his face eagerly proclaiming "Foods here hahah! " i look around, oh yeah, we're in a tavern ,we just got into town and felt really hungry so we found a place that could appease our rumbling stomachs,i look around, seeing in a corner , a bunch of drunk people dressed in uniform, they seem to be soldiers of some sort, in another corner , there's this guy on his own, contemplating about something, his eyes stare deeply at the corner of the tavern,then my eyes gaze upon this middle aged lady ,serving us our food. "here you go boys, enjoy your chicken " she says with a smile as she places the plate of chicken at our table . my hand moved as fast as lightning , breaking off a piece of that finely cooked chicken, and Raz does the same not wanting to be left behind , as i was about to take a bite of the finely cooked meal , i see sudden movement from Raz he seems to be ducking from someth---

OW! gfjdgkdjndajand something just hit me, and it was hard >.< i hear Raz "saying who did that" ... in an instant , a drunk guy stood up "I Did! got a problem with that?" ,"yeah well you hit my friend" said Raz the next thing i know, we were in the middle of a heated battle, swords flew , fists connected, and some weapons got disarmed thanks to yours truly , to cut things short, the battle ended with the guy who threw the item taking a kick from Raz in the nuts .as he went down, the guy in the corner stood up, quickly moved towards us and stopped any further violence, he seems to be the leader of the gang,he introduced himself as Ariax, apologizing for his men's actions he invited us to join their group saying they need able men for a mission that they are about to partake

talking it over with Raz, after much decision making , and with the help of the almighty coin, we decided to join their group, well , we needed money, and they promised to provide food, so where can you go wrong

As i step towards the unknown , my mind is at peace , nothing is bothering me at all. previous problems were forgotten , troubles were surpassed by sheer willpower. and i say to myself " maybe this is what they were talking about all along , Find your center ? maybe this time i'll pass" with all eagerness i entered the first chamber, which was totally empty, the door closed behind me instantly, preventing any means of escape. and i looked around me, everything i see is white. nothing in the room , only white walls, a white floor and a white ceiling. i sat down, closed my eyes, and started meditating. the ultimate form is no form, like this empty room, it is what you want it to be. it took me a couple of tries  to understand this trial. but i was able to figure it out sooner or later. this room tests your inner peace, even a single patch of black no matter how small would be clearly visible in this room. Just like inside one's mind,even the smallest thing troubling you can be used by your enemy to bring you down. so one must be at peace with himself. i didnt even notice time pass by, moments later, a door opened , this means i passed my first trial. with a smirk on my face , and a sense of accomplishment, i enter the door and proceed towards my next trial...

As Far As I Could Remember, This place has always been my Home. a peaceful monastery,also home to the Order of the Dragon, which I Dream about joining each and every day of my existence, years passed as i secretly watched monks train, then imitated their training methods afterwards as accurately as possible, though not the best method of training, it still has its upsides. as a result of my training, i was able to hone my body, Become as tough as a Rock, well not literally ,my bones would still break but it would take a lot of effort to do so. To Be immovable like a mountain, well i could still be moved, but they better be ready for a beating before they may accomplish this, swift as the wind,you can feel the wind, but you can only sense its presence, that only happens when it is meal time, my meals vanish before my masters would notice me coming to get it. Endless like a flowing river, i think this speaks of perseverance, something which i think i have, i failed the entrance exams for monkhood but here i am again, pursuing my destiny, ignoring those people that say i will never make it as a monk, today i shall enter the chamber of trials again, to hopefully be sworn under oath as a guardian monk , a proud proud protector of our city Sun Valley, and a true member of order of the Dragon. I take a Deep Breath as I prepare myself, i have prepared myself physically , now its time to clear my mind of all uncertainties, as the Door to my destiny slowly opens with creaking sounds , i exhale  loudly shouthing "Chua!" and off i go towards my destiny......

       This entry is a part of my backstory For a game that we are playing, i hope i could make it as detailed as possible but my imagination is not that great, and i fail at writing,   the continuation will be posted soon. i hope >.<

We all have it , the power within ,an untapped energy , a force of nature , swelling to break free...all of us has something within us that makes us diffrent from another, and we term them as our strengths, but have you ever thought about the opposite? yes we use our strengths to our advantage, but what about using our weaknesses too? acceptance of one's weakness is the start of a trail heading towards strength, how do we do this? i will not be able to describe it for it is a process of self discovery, that no book, video , or anyone could teach, it is simply done by looking within , and finding peace with oneself, and learning the true meaning of acceptance , how does one do that? i leave that for you to find out -Weakman-